Thoughts — Mark Toland | Chicago Mentalist & Mind Reader

The Mystery Of Wordle

Over the past couple weeks I, like much of the people I follow on the internet, have also become addicted to a new online game called Wordle.

The rules are simple. You have six chances to guess a five-letter word. Each time you guess a word your chosen letters change colors to let you know how you’re doing, either grey, yellow, or green.

Grey means that letter is not in the mystery word. Yellow means the letter is in the word but not in the correct position. Green means the letter is a correct guess and in the correct position.

There are no timers, no hints, no ads, no excess. It’s just up to you to puzzle over the letters you have until the correct answer occurs to you.

As I’ve written about before, I’m on a never-ending quest to add more mystery back into my life. I’ve embraced analog tech, deleted social media, limited screen time, and more. It’s increased my curiosity and forced me to appreciate the little things in life. And Wordle is the newest source of mystery in my daily routine.

The mystery word is not where Wordle’s mysteries end. The game is also limited to one puzzle per day. You can’t purchase more games or unlock more levels, you simply have to wait for the next day to tackle the next puzzle. I think part of the reason Wordle has gone viral is that people are longing for a slower, more thoughtful experience in their life, both online and off. In a world of constant information and overstimulation, having to wait 24 hours is wonderful.

Additionally, the creator of Wordle has turned sharing your results into a mystery as well. Your guesses are simply shown as colored squares in a Tetris-esque array of cascading blocks. For instance, here’s what my progression of guesses looked like just the other day:

I’ve read many articles about Wordle over the past few weeks but many of them seem to miss the mark. People are trying to optimize the game by suggesting strategies for the best possible first word, the best possible combination of letters, an algorithm to decode the puzzle, and more. It’s an all-too-common occurrence online when many people come together in a desire to streamline an experience instead of appreciate it for what it is.

Part of what makes Wordle (and on a greater level, mystery) so worthwhile is the feeling of not knowing. I love going into something without having a clue where it’s headed. It could be a TV show, a good book, a museum, a new album, or a simple word puzzle. It’s why I’m obsessed with puzzles, codes, the Hardy Boys, Sherlock Holmes, David Fincher, David Lynch, Alfred Hitchcock, Agatha Christie, Orson Welles, and more. I want to be taken on a ride and I don’t need to know where I’m headed to appreciate it.

When I play Wordle I prefer to let a new word pop in my head instead of just using the same word each time. Maybe it’s something I heard during the day or see in my current environment. It doesn’t matter. I just go with it and see where it takes me. It’s a good life lesson — sometimes you just need to get going if you want to end up anywhere at all.

If you aren’t playing Wordle yet I think you’ll enjoy it. And if you already are I hope you appreciate the mystery just as much as I do. It’s a good feeling when something allows us to learn, enjoy, think, and relax so we can appreciate the small things. All of which would be great starting words for today’s puzzle.

But I’ll leave that up to you.

My Favorite Things From 2021

Before we get too far into the new year I thought I’d do a quick round-up of some of the best things from last year.

A major bummer of 2021 was dislocating my shoulder and spending over a 4th of the year wearing a sling. But, after six months of rehab I felt strong enough to play tennis for the first time in a decade. I’ve been playing consistently for three months and it feels great to return to an activity that I greatly enjoy.

Vermont - Last February we spent a few days in southern Vermont to celebrate our tenth anniversary. It snowed the entire time so we holed up in our cabin to read in front of the fire and enjoy some time without cell service. We loved it so much that we went back to Burlington over the summer. If you’ve never been to Vermont I highly recommend it!

Zion National Park - In July we spent four days hiking and exploring the canyons of Zion National Park. It’s one of my favorite places I’ve ever been.

Bo Burnham’s Inside was easily the best piece of art to come out of the pandemic. My favorite song was “All Eyes On Me”, but you should really watch the whole special for full context.

The latest season of Succession did not disappoint and it remains the best show on television.

Mare of Easttown was also fantastic and Kate Winslet was brilliant.

While recovering from surgery I rewatched the original Mission: Impossible TV series. And I started Twin Peaks.

Movie wise, I really enjoyed Edgar Wright’s Last Night In Soho and Guillermo del Toro’s Nighmare Alley.

I also watched a ton of classic films, some I’d seen before and others for the first time, including: Citizen Kane, E.T., Network, Dog Day Afternoon, 12 Angry Men, Anatomy of a Murder, Annie Hall, Chinatown, Taxi Driver, The French Connection, All The President’s Men, The Graduate, and more.

Siddhartha by Hermann Hesse

A World Without E-Mail by Cal Newport

Making Movies by Sidney Lumet

The Hardy Boys by Franklin W. Dixon - My favorite book series growing up. I set out during the past year to complete my personal set, searching for books at antique shops and discount stores. It’s been a fun quest and I have 5 more to go!

Live shows: Black Pumas, Hasan Minhaj, Louis C.K.

Music & Podcasts: Martin Sexton, Black Pumas, Jack Garratt, The Joe Rogan Experience, Tim Dillon, Bo Burnham, Girl Named Tom, John Mayer, Moby, Colin Hay.

Cat Video Fest

The World Chess Championship was more epic and more impressive than you realize and I really enjoyed watching it.

I also took a woodworking class, got into 3D Printing, and worked more on cinematography and video editing. I have too many hobbies.

Finally, all of my shows feel like a blur over the past twelve months, but one that stands out is The Mystery Show back in January 2021. I spent way too much time working on that show but it was definitely worth it. A big thanks to Stephanie and Frank for their help behind-the-scenes to make it a huge success.

Thoughts From The Road - Part #6

Every December is busy. As a service entertainer I’m typically in high demand for holiday events. This year is no different, but I’m doing a mix of in-person shows and virtual events. (It still feels weird to qualify what sort of gigs I’m working, even though we’re nearly two years into the pandemic.)

There are two stretches of hard days, then the year is over.

First, I’m off to the northwest for an event in the middle of nowhere. The closest airport is three hours away. I take the first flight in and immediately hit the road, with only enough time to stop for a quick meal.

This client is poor at communicating and has left me in the dark on most of the details for tonight’s event. You’d be surprised how often that happens.

Many years ago I flew to an event not knowing the exact venue, showtime, or even the phone number of my contact. But, they’d already paid me so I had to go. Luckily, they pulled through and I made the show happen. I prefer to know everything weeks in advance so I’m not stressed the day of an event. Unfortunately tonight is nothing but stress.

I can’t get ahold of the client, so I pace the grounds pulling on doors of conference rooms. Eventually I ask an employee and they direct me to the correct room. I have an hour to set up before the audience arrives. We’ll be okay.

The audience is great and everything goes smoothly. The client barely says anything to me and I hit the road again. I have to drive three hours to be back by the airport for another flight early tomorrow.

The entire exchange has been so weird with this client that I don’t even ask about the hotel room they neglected to provide me. Sometimes you have to pick your battles.

I break the drive up into sections and sleep in my rental car at a rest stop. It’s not the first time this has happened…and it won’t be the last.


I always get lucky with my flights this time of year and never seem to have cancellations. But, that doesn’t mean I’m not exhausted. These rest stop naps and early mornings have worn me out.

After the show in the northwest I’ve spent the past three days hopping across the country. Six states and four time zones later, I’ve almost neared the end of this stretch.

I catch myself getting frustrated. Little things are bothering me, like the longer wait times at the airport or slow drivers. I’m too exhausted to pull myself together and I end up taking that negativity onstage tonight.

It’s a wasted opportunity to connect with an audience and I head back to the hotel dejected. I can’t sleep so I stare at the ceiling, playing back tonight’s show in my mind. I regret the sarcastic jokes I made and my poor attitude. I promise myself that I’ll make the next show better.

I wake up and get back to Chicago for the last show of the week. And I keep my promise, erasing the previous night’s outing with a phenomenal show.


It’s time for the final week of shows for 2021. I do seven virtual shows in two days, before hitting the road for one last out-of-state event.

I’m still frustrated by last week’s show, so my wife texts me a few minutes before I take the stage: “Stay positive and have a good show!”

It’s exactly what I needed to hear and exactly what I do.


In over ten years of professional entertainment I have NEVER cancelled a show. I’ve performed events around the world and never missed one. I’m very proud of that fact.

Five years ago a fire broke out at the airport in Chicago the night before a show. They shut that location down, along with the other airport here, too. Since it was suspected arson every airport within five hours cancelled their flights out of caution.

Around 11pm I got a text from the airline saying my flight has been cancelled. There were no flights available on any airline and I was dismayed that I might have to cancel the next day’s show.

As a last resort I checked the driving distance. It was 17 hours from Chicago to make it to the East Coast, but I had to leave by midnight to make it happen.

So that's what I did. I drove overnight to get to Boston with only 30 minutes to spare. But I made it, did the show, and didn’t have to cancel. I’m super proud of my track record on reliability for my events and clients.

But somewhere along the way this month - somewhere across the U.S., somewhere at the airport or a Starbucks, somewhere in-between a good show or a really bad one - I got Covid. Always willing to share, I brought it home and gifted it to my wife - an early Christmas present.

She had obvious symptoms or I wouldn’t have known I had it at all. I had no symptoms myself, just a general feeling of tiredness from being on the road. But, to be safe I let my final client of the month know that I couldn’t make it to their event this week. It’s the first cancellation of my entire career.


There you have it.

That’s the entire last six months of my return to live shows put together into six blog entries. I hope you enjoyed this “Thoughts From The Road Series”. Now I’ll be getting back to some standalone essays and thoughts in the coming weeks and months ahead.

I love starting a new year and there’s absolutely no way that 2022 can be any where as bad as 2021 was. Right? I mean, I hope so.

Every year I document every day with video clips and compile it into a video recap, with one second of video for each day of the previous year. I’ve been doing the project for seven years running.

So as we reach the end of last year and the start of another, here is my 2021 Year In Review: